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SBEP

by Steve Brown

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1.
I used to be a smart fucking kid I got burnt, it took a couple years to get over it. badadadadada da da da daaaaa badadadadada da dada da da daaaAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa And things they always change, but It's getting better yeah I'm getting better. I used to lie awake in bed can't sleep, imagine anvils falling on my head. Now I spread myself too thin. Don't know what I want, even less how to get it. And I'm not really sure if that's any better, but fuck, it's different, and for now that's good enough. It's getting better I'm getting better
2.
If I would learn to play drums you know I'd never have to leave my room. I'd pick up some Shures and a couple condensers Live the rest of my life as a math rock recluse When I say math rock You say recluse Fuck, I can't hear anything 'cause you're not allowed in my room I'm gonna learn every song in the Real Book, and I'm gonna know all the best progressions. You can fucking keep your cowboy chords Cause I'll be diminishing 9ths and 11ths. When I say math rock You say recluse On second thought, I'd rather you just get the fuck out of my room I will only write in time signatures topped with prime numbers And I won't give a shit what anyone thinks of it, I'm self sufficient. I can do my own gang vocals And I'll sing my own fucking harmonies. It's good enough for Ray Charles; It's good enough for me When I say math rock You say recluse When I say math rock You say recluse When I say "How the fuck did you get into my room?" I'm not looking for an answer, I'm just looking to be left alone.
3.
Awe 02:20
I'm completely in awe of some people in this city: I have never known anyone to seem so unafraid To be such a collosal fucking poser. I don't give a shit and I don't want to hear it. Someday this tower of bullshit will collapse upon itself and I don't even care if I'm around to see it happen. Well they say you can fake it until you maaaaaake it. Until you're a big fake fuck and you're the center of attention, and any small bumps they'll be absorbed by the suspension. But that doesn't seem to be a goal worth reaching for. And were it up to me... I'd rather stay home and I'd rather lock my door and I'd rather spend my time trying to become a person I think I could respect. And I'd rather just admit that there are people who won't get it. So I'll try to stay objective and I won't let it diminish my resolve to avoid investing my time in things that make me want to puke Much of that which makes a person interesting is just a measure of how well they spend time alone.
4.
I can't handle stupid idiot kids talking about stupid idiot things I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it let me go home Why do you feel the need to speak in absolutes? It doesn't do you any favors if you're not a smart person well I know it can be fun to use strong words But for you the only purpose that it serves is to expose your ignorance. And that's why I can't handle stupid idiot kids talking about stupid idiot things I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it let me go home I am sure that you respect your own intelligence But have you ever stopped to wonder why nobody else seems to? There are 50 other people on this bus. Your complexion's cleared, but you're still spewing puss And this new instance is really more repelling Now you might say "Steve, they're just kids, Ans it's not like you've never done anything to have you labelled a Stupid Idiot." Well that thing that you just said it is true And that thing you said before is also true but I never went around professing my idiocy on public transportation and that's why
5.
I spent the last year leeching off of other people's creations and I had no fear about doing the things I liked until I put myself in a situation where I'd lost all my support systems It made me sick spending the little that I had On things that I did not care for Sometimes depression's not that bad sometimes it leaves you on the floor I've learned that times when I get too tired of shit to be afraid Work out better than paralyzed with fear in bed awake Some things I thought were magical, with time they went to shit Guess I was wrong it was subjective to begin with It made me sick spending the little that I had On things that I did not care for Sometimes depression's not that bad sometimes it leaves you on the floor I spent the last year leeching off of other people's creations and I've learned that times when I get too tired of shit to be afraid Work out better than paralyzed with fear in bed awake but I had no fear about doing the things I liked until It made me sick spending the little that I had On things that I did not care for Sometimes depression's not that bad sometimes it leaves you on the floor

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Maybe this record sound quieter than other things on your computer. That is because other things involve electric instruments and drums. This EP does not have those things, and I don't care to try to compete with that. So turn up your speakers or something.

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released June 27, 2014

All songs written/performed/recorded/mixed by Steve Brown
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